Wish I had time to update my blog before, but I was too tired and not in the mood to write sumthing, although I've got so many things to tell. Hehe, ever since I had my own blog(which started only a few days ago), these kind of thoughts had always came acroos my mind; "ooo..I wanna put this in the blog", "I can tell this in my blog"...eheh, especially pictures. But unfortunately I don't have a nice digital camera. Have a camcorder, but not a branded one n most of the pictures are veryyyy blurr, in other words, not nice. More suitable to be used as recorder rather than camera. Planning to get a new one, a digi cam - but need to wait til I've got some money!! And if I have a new one, can probably sell mine in ebay - hehe...just a quick thought, after witnessing ppl are making some money through this internet online market. Easy to get money, but it must be easier to spend money here. The point is gamba xcantik, so malasnye nak update kat dalam blog nih.
Teringat zaman mule2 dapat tahu website ebay nih...I was so addicted to it. Ini laa manusia...senang dilalaikan dengan hal dunia. And very recently this 'bloggie' things has replaced ebay, attracting me more to be as close as enough to Nini's computer - It's like Nini's room is mine now(huhu, Nini, it's still yours of course, only that I spend so much time being in ur room rather than mine) - well this was actually not solely due to the need(keep thinking whether it's a necessary things to do) to use the computer, but because a couple of friends were here, so give em my room and I slept in Nini's room for the past 2 nights. Thanx to Nini for being so generous lending me ur room n ur com. Can hardly wait to have my own com. Again, inila manusia, xpernah nak puas hati dengan ape yang kite ade (or is it just me??)
Niz (she's the somebody I meant) and her friend, Syahida - I believe I can call her my friend as well now ;) - they arrived here on the 13. I was supposed to pick them up at 11.20, but I got out quite late, with the quick learning from Ngocop on 'how to get a bus from central station to Fenham' (thanx to his map which made it sooo easy) rite before going to town. Was 5 minutes late, then try to find Niz...luckily tergerak nak call Ija kat umah, tanye kalo2 Niz ade call rumah(susahnye xde handphone nih). Rupenye encik tuh tertinggal train. Ahaha...so baliklaa umah. Stat plan ape nak masak, and mulekan dgn buat kek pisang(it turned up more like cekodok yg bakar dlm oven instead of goreng..hehe, nvm, try again later, byk lg pisang :) Pastuh dah masyuk sgt, terlewat amik Niz.huhuhu. sori Niz!!!!! sejuk korang ek...kesiannye.Still feel guilty for that. Newcastle sejuk dr glasgow ek....huuhu....sori nizzzzz!!
To be continued...eheh, sumthing bad just happened...which i hate it soooo much. Don't feel like writing good stuff with Niz coming here no more. But more like writing something to muhasabah diri kite semue n tabahkan hati sendiri.
Hmm...kadang2 kite selalu jek rase tak mampu (mebbe aku sorg jek la kot) nak buat something, although we know it is definitely the right thing to do and in fact it comes as one of ur responsiblity. But u juz don't hav the gut to do that. Hmm...teringat firman Allah yang bermaksud lebih kurang camnih:
"Sesungguhnya Allah tak akan membebankan hamba2nya dengan perkara yang di luar kemampuan".
Itu janji Allah. Patutnye kalo kite fikir balik, kite mampu je nak buat, tapi tu laa. kadang2 (should be selalunye for me)kite lagi takut dengan hubungan sesame manusia drp hubungan dgn Allah. Astaghfirullahalazim. Sebab tu laa, teringat kate2 kak umi, kite org Islam kene slalu beramai2, bergerak in group. kite sbenanya mcm kambing, kalo ramai2 susahlaa serigale nak attack. Kalo sorg2, senang jek nak kene attack. Macam tu la kite, kalo slalu bersame2, make kuatla kite. Bukanlaa ckp kite xleh gaul ngan org plak. (Nanti ade plak yang salah paham). Cume itulaa...kalo kite sorg2 jek, susah nak bawak diri. Iman kite nih bukannye macam malaikat. maintain jek. kite manusia...even perkataan manusia tuh pon asalnye dr perkataan arab (nun.sin.ya = ape aa...nasia ke nasa...bgtau pls. jahilnye) maksudnye lupe. so kite nih mmg slalu lupe. Must always be reminded.
klaa...nak call aisyah (wan aisyah) jap. hehe, rindunye aisyah. sori ayat ntah ape2. xpandai lg nak menulis2 nih. n mood dah hilang... sambung citer niz dtg sini later.
Anyway, to niz, sorry yer kalo xterlayan sgt, eheh, cam busy sgt jek. tenkiu for cekodok yang u buat tuh. ingat pisang, ingat laa trip dtg newcastle...hehe, rajin2 dtg laa newcastle lg
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