Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is called the PRESENT.
Saturday, February 19, 2005
ANOTHER ENTRY
Am spending some times in front of the computer, doing nothing particular to be described as 'work'. Just browsing friendster bulletin board. It has been a long time since I logged in to friendster.
So found this - what I think as a valuable article to be shared with - posted by a friend of mine; check it out:
Assalamu'alaikum wr wb Alhamdulillah umi akan paparkan satu wawancara yang begitu menyentuh hati umi dan juga setiap jiwa mereka yang beriman insyaAllah. "Saya marah pada orang Melayu. Mereka tidak serius bercerita mengenai Islam. Mereka sambil lewa seolah-olah mereka saja yang mahu masuk syurga," katanya dengan nada kesal bercampur marah.
Menurutnya lagi, di akhirat kelak, orang bukan Islam akan mengadu kepada Allah dengan kata-kata seperti, "Kami berkawan dengan mereka (orang Melayu) selama bertahun-tahun tetapi mereka tidak pernah mengajak kami ke arah agama mereka."
Adakah umat Melayu Islam bersedia untuk menghadapi aduan itu? Selama beberapa tahun, saya tidak nampak kecantikan Islam. Sebaliknya rasa macam hendak lari daripada Islam apabila mereka terlalu menekankan soal hukum hakam tanpa berhujah dengan terperinci mengenainya. Pada pandangan saya, ISLAM DIHIJAB OLEH ORANG ISLAM SENDIRI."
Siapakah saya di atas itu? Beliau ialah Shah Krikit bin Kakulal Govindji, seorang pendakwah sepenuh masa di IIS (Islamic Information Service Foundation) dan pengurus kedai buku Saba Islamic Media Sdn Bhd.(kalau xsilap, dia pernah datang kmys and bagi talk mase symposium nuqaba' dulu). Beliau mengakui kadang-kala air matanya berlinangan apabila mendengar paderi bercakap di dalam gereja yang lemah lembut mengajak pada agama mereka.
Itulah sebenarnya yang diajar oleh Islam. Malangnya, tidak ramai Imam di masjid yang bercakap dengan nada lemah lembut atau mengambil berat tentang kebajikan qariahnya. Orang Kristian sering mengajak penganut agama lain memasuki gereja tetapi orang Islam sering menghalau orang kafir daripada memijak kawasan masjid.
Inikah Islam yang diajar oleh Nabi Muhammad saw.? Sedangkan di zaman Rasulullah saw. baginda biasa mengajak utusan orang kafir dari luar Madinah untuk bermalam di masjid Nabawi. (diedit dari majalah Milenia Muslim terbitan YADIM - Yayasan Dakwah Islam Malaysia) Februari 2005) Wallahuta'ala a'lam bissawab Wassalamu'alaikum wr wb ummimq
And here is another one:
Seorang lelaki berjalan mundar-mandir di lorong hospital, gelisah akan keadaan isterinya yang akan melahirkan anak sulung mereka. Setelah beberapa jam ia menunggu, tak jua terdengar tangisan bayi.
Tiba-tiba,seorang doktor berjalan tergopoh-gopoh keluar dari ruang persalinan menuju kearahnya. "Bagaimana keadaannya doktor?" tanyanya penuh harap. "Maaf encik, kami sudah berusaha, keadaannya amat kritikal. Si ibu sudah tak sedarkan diri! " jawab doktor itu. "Jadi bagaimana doktor ...?" "Kami tak mungkin dan berupaya untuk menyelamatkan keduanya, tapi masih ada harapan. Kami hanya punya satu pilihan, menyelamatkan si ibu, atau menyelamatkan si bayi!"
Lelaki tersebut kebingungan, dan tak dapat berkata-kata....... "Maaf encik, setiap saat amat berharga, tolong cepat untuk membuat pilihan!" desak doktor itu. Akhirnya, dengan berat hati lelaki itupun berkata dengan nada sayu, "Doktor, saya sangat bingung ... Saya serahkan sepenuhnya kepada doktor. Tolong lakukan yang terbaik!" pintanya. Doktor pun bergegas kembali ke ruang persalinan. Nampaknya dia sudah berpengalaman menangani masalah darurat atau kritikal seperti ini. Dan dia tahu apa yang harus dilakukannya.
Ini adalah salah satu contoh, bagaimana keyakinan beragama boleh mempengaruhi keputusan disaat genting. Bagi seorang doktor beragama kristian/katolik, ia akan berusaha menyelamatkan si anak, dan mengorbankan si ibu. Bagi doktor muslim, ia akan berusaha menyelamatkan si ibu, dan mengorbankan si bayi. Memang benar, dua-duanya adalah pilihan yang sukar, tapi itulah jalan terakhir dan muktamat. Mengapa ia boleh berlaku seperti demikian?
Dalam ajaran kristian, setiap manusia yang lahir sudah membawa dosa, doktrin ini dikenal dengan "dosa waris" atau "dosa asal". Manusia yang lahir sudah menanggung dosa Nabi Adam dan Hawa. Untuk menebusnya ia harus mengikuti seorang penyelamat yakni penebus dosa (Ketua Paderi atau Pope). Doktor Kristian itu akan berjuang sedaya upaya untuk menyelamatkan si anak, agar dia dapat lahir dengan sihat dan selamat walaupun sebaliknya terpaksa mengorbankan si ibu . Doktor berharap, setelah anak itu lahir ia akan mendapat kesempatan untuk dibaptiskan, untuk tujuan menebus dosanya. Jika si anak meninggal sebelum dibaptiskan, anak itu akan masuk neraka. Sebab, dosanya belum sempat ditebus.
Dalam ajaran Islam, setiap manusia lahir dalam keadaan fitrah/suci. Doktor muslim akan berjuang menyelamatkan si ibu, kerana dia tidak bimbang yang bayi akan masuk neraka. Dengan terselamatkannya si ibu, insyaAllah setelah sihat kembali akan dikurniai kekuatan untuk mengandung lagi dan mudah-mudahan mendapatkan ganti yang lebih baik, yang lebih soleh. Sedangkan anak yang tak sempat terselamatkan, biarlah ia kembali kepada Allah dalam keadaan suci. Mungkin lebih baik sekiranya bayi itu tidak dilahirkan di dunia yang penuh tipu daya ini agar hidupnya kelak tidak menjadi orang yang tersesat.
Demikianlah, dalam keadaan serba salah lelaki itu tak sempat untuk memastikan agama doktor tadi. Dan ia sudah berserah sepenuhnya kepada doktor itu.
Di dunia ini ada banyak agama dan kepercayaan. Pemahaman kita terhadap ajaran agama yang kita anut, akan menentukan jalan hidup kita. Itu sebabnya amat penting bagi kita orang Islam menentukan yang bakal menerima kelahiran anak kita adalah seorang doktor muslim.
Sejak bangun tidur, kita sudah dihadapkan kepada pilihan.
1. Meneruskan tidur, atau bangun sholat subuh?
2. Untuk lunch dahulu, atau sholat zohor dahulu?
3. Setelah habis kerja, adakah terus pulang ke rumah, atau singgah ke gerai kopi/disco dahulu?
4. Ikut terlibat melakukan pecah amanah, atau dimusuhi rakan sekerja?
5. Menyegerakan berkahwin, atau menundanya dulu?
6. Hidup mulia di sisi Allah, atau mulia dalam pandangan manusia?
7. Dan banyak lagi.....
Hmm...camtuh ek, memang bg kristian lagi penting selamatkan baby ke?? Interesting question to ask a groupmate, anyway. tp kene laa prepare kalo derg tanye balik pasal kite plak. Another iktibar from the latter article was not to be syirik. Probably we think the doc can decide who's going to be saved, but the truth is....it's all in god's hand. Dr cume laa ikhtiar dan penyampai ie perantaraan dalam case nih, yang menentukan hanyelaa Dia yang maha esa.
A lil more news about me:
1. I'm not homeless anymore. Probably will move to 196 Dilston Road (a.k.a. rumah Poknik skang nih). InsyaAllah esok sign contract. Tapi nak balik Mesia jugak. Rumah kat KT lagi bes *sob sob*
2. I've got a copy of my result from my personal tutor, so can send it straight away to JPA ---ehe, trying to be a good student here =P
Until now, take care. Wassalam.
"Sebaik-baik manusia diantaramu adalah yang paling banyak manfaatnya bagi orang lain" (HR Bukhari)
Friday, February 18, 2005
NAK DEM DULU!!
2. Sbenanye, terase nak menaip nih sebab baru lepas bace blog tun. Die citer pasal anatomy. Tibe2 teringat nak bgtau korg demonstrator kat sini dah tukar. Huhuuh....bukanlaa nak cakap dem baru aku nih xbes, tapi.... aku prefer yang dulu. Dem dulu cakap lagi clear, pastuh die suke teka2 (nih kalo buleh jawab bes laa), pastuh very encouraging, sweet n baik plak tuh. Bergaye pon ade, heheh.... mebbe xsuke sangat dem baru nih sbb die cakap tenggelam timbul, or probably aku yang x bg full attention kot. Sbenanye, yang baru nih suke jugak teka2, and the words he was using that day were encouraging too, cume I like it the way my former dem cakap. Hehe...memang cikgu menginfluence semangat. I love anatomy. Walaupon xdela terer pon. Harap2 lepas nih sbb tukar dem xdelaa xminat dah plak. Anyway, baru skali ngan dem baru. Give me some times, and hopefully I'll feel lucky me of having him as my new dem. He must be good in his own way...
3. Semalam online, bincang ngan Hajar pasal nak gi Paris. Ade kebodohan geografi yang dah aku lakukan, hahaha - boleh senyum sengsorang macam orang gile bile pikir balik - but I'm not going to tell it here. Just know that I am so baaaad in geography ;P I remember how I hate geography dulu, sebbaik belajar for 3 years jek. Aisyah xonline, ape citer nih?? Aisyah?? Asma' xpe, aku tau ko exam. Gudlak anyway for another paper coming up - 22 feb kan??
4. Ngocop bitau 9 orang dak kmys dapat offer datang sini. Wow!! Congratulations! Makin ramaila populasi malaysian kat sini. Harap2 nanti bertambah lagi yang dapat offer tuh, untuk membantu sape2 yang tak dapat offer (kalau ade, tapi harap2 xdelaa, tension tau xdapat offer)
Guess that's all. Wassalam.
Monday, February 14, 2005
MUHASABAH DIRI LAGI: The Night They Raided Zouks
KUALA LUMPUR, Feb 12 (IPS) - One Saturday night recently, Sarinah Majid, a 23-year-old accountant, was dancing the night away with her Chinese boyfriend at Zouks nightclub -- the most happening night spot in Malaysia's capital city.
Then suddenly the world, as she knew it, collapsed dramatically around her.''The music suddenly stopped, the lights came on and dozens of uniformed and plainclothes Islamic police were crowding the dance floor, shouting, gesticulating and ordering,'' said Sarinah using a pseudonym to avoid legal complications.
''What happened that night in January was humiliating, inhuman and thoroughly disgusting ... I felt ashamed to be a Muslim,'' Sarinah told IPS, relating to the shame and agony she and about 100 other Muslim youths suffered that night.Police from the Federal Territory's Islamic Department separated Muslims from non-Muslims.
While non-Muslims were told to party on, Muslims were herded into trucks and taken to the department's head office where the particulars of the youths were taken. They were held overnight and released the next day. They were then ordered to return for counseling sessions with Islamic clerics to learn the ''true'' Islam. Some will be prosecuted under 'syariah' laws for ''indecent behaviour.''
''They leered, jeered and ogled at us, took photographs of us and thoroughly humiliated us ... one of us even urinated in her pants out of shock and fright,'' Sarinah said.
''That night I became a criminal ... the Islamic police told me I had committed heinous sins forbidden by Islam,'' said Sarinah who studied at top schools here and in Australia.
''I have to appear before a 'syariah' court next month and be charged for indecent behaviour and punished accordingly.''
''I don't know what crime I had committed,'' she said spitting out the words with bitterness.
''I feel helpless and completely violated.''
Many moderate Muslims in the country are showing the same shock and anger felt by Sarinah. The incident has sparked a fiery debate focusing on morality and compulsion in Islam and the clash between a secular constitution that guarantees fundamental rights and freedom of choice and Islamic syariah laws that prescribes what a Muslim can wear and cannot and who he or she keeps company and where.
The raid at Zouks has shaken moderate Muslims and their fear and anger is palpable. Moderate Muslims had felt comfortable and safe with the election of Prime Minister Abdullah Badawi and the elevation of his Islam 'hadhari' or moderate Islam to official status. They had felt that the fundamentalist wave that had gripped the country with the ascendancy of the opposition Parti Islam se Malaysia of PAS was defeated and over.
''We were naïve to think fundamentalism was done away with when PAS was defeated at the polls last year and Abdullah announced his Islam 'hadhari','' said a prominent Muslim political analyst who declined to be named for fear of persecution by fundamentalist opponents.
Last March, Abdullah in his first election since taking over as prime minister swept through parliament with his coalition winning 198 out of the 219 parliamentary seats. The opposition only secured 20 seats with PAS seeing its number of seats decline from 27 in 1999 to just seven.
''Fundamentalism and intolerance runs very deep in Malay Muslim society,'' he told IPS.''It is everywhere in the schools, academia, media, politics and everyday life.''
''Muslims have few choices...our life is regulated and regimented,'' he said.
The constitution guarantees fundamental freedom for all citizens including Muslims. Nonetheless, Muslims are further governed by 'syariah' laws which each of the country's 13 states have enacted in the last decade. Within the capital, the applicable law is the Syariah Criminal Offences (Federal Territories) Act 1997. Section 19(1) prohibits Muslims from imbibing any intoxicating drink and Section 19(2) refers generally to the area of selling alcohol. Section 29 is the catchall killer that states ''any person who, contrary to Islamic Law, acts or behaves in an indecent manner in any public place shall be guilty of an offence.'' Under this vague section, Muslims are regularly arrested for ''indecent'' attire or behaviour like holding hands with someone from the opposite sex that is common among non-Muslims. Muslims charged under Section 29 usually plead guilty and quietly pay a fine usually under 1,000 ringgit (263 U.S. dollars). But this time the raid was on a top nightclub frequented by Muslim youths from influential upper class families with connections to powerful politicians. It is the cream of Malay society that was belittled and humiliated by the Islamic police. This law however does not specify what constitutes ''indecency''.
The question now is, is it an act of indecency to wear tight jeans or tank tops or dance at a nightclub where alcohol is served?
Human rights activist Elizabeth Wong points out that there is nothing in 'syariah' law that says a Muslim can't be in a club, cafe, bar, restaurant or venue that serves alcohol.
''There is nothing that says one can't dance or listen to very loud mind-numbing music,'' said Wong, a lawyer and director of HAKAM, a human rights organisation.
''The mere presence of Muslims in the nightclub does not constitute a criminal offence,'' she told IPS.''What constitutes indecent behaviour is also highly subjective.''
''The problem is not whether the religious authorities did their job in accordance with procedure. It's the existence of such laws that 'govern' moral behavior which violates fundamental liberties,'' she said.''These laws should never exist in the first place.''
Ape pandangan korang?
Hmm...teringat bulan lepas (rasenye laa) pasal Prince Henry pakai baju tentera nazi pegi "costume party". Kalo ikutkan dah name pon costume party, suke ati die laa kan nak pakai ape. Tapi betape yahudi pandang serius kat kes tuh (kalo tengok nampak cam kecik je hal tuh), siap suh minta maaf depan public lagi, xkire pangkat- kaye ke, miskin ke, tue ke, mude ke, tername ke, org kebanyakan ke.... and tak kire sekecik mane pon hal tuh.... Semangat tak diorg memperjuangkan kaum diorg?
Kite yang Islam nih camne? Agak2nye berani ke nak tentang orang berpangkat buat salah? Kawan sendiri pon tak berani nak tegur kadang2 tuh. Tambah lagi, kalo tengok news tadi tuh, terbalik pulak yang dipertahankan.
Moga2 kite dapat fikir dengan sebaik2nya. Wallahualam
Sunday, February 13, 2005
LONG TIME NO UPDATE
1. Easter holiday. Tak habis2 lagi bincang pasal nak pegi sane. Accommodation pon tak confirm lagi. To Asma', Aisyah n Hajar: bile nak berdiskusi nih?
2. Rumah. Me, Ija n Dila are becoming homeless people now. Huhu. Rumah nih (41 Brighton Grove) dah ade orang datang tengok, and yet, we haven't decided where to move out for next year. Ade jek rumah available tapi.... banyak pulak alasannye. Malas nak menaip pasal tuh.
3. I lost £20. Huhu... aku yakin gile aku letak skali ngan duit umah for this month. letak £170 sebab budget nak bayar current skali. Mase tuan umah datang amik duit aku tengah masak kat dapur, malas nak naik bilik pegi amik duit. So suh Ija amikkan. Ija pon nak rush sebab nak pass kat Aisyah yang tengah on the way nak turun bayar duit tuh, so die xkirekan dulu. Hmm...so agak2 ke mane ye duit tuh?? Yakin sungguh letak skali ngan duit umah....takpelaa bukan rezeki laa tuh. Tanye tuan umah, die ckp xde. Wallahualam. Memang bukan rezeki. Pengajaran: lenkali pegi amik sendiri duit tuh n jangan campur duit electric ngan umah. Huhu... 20 x 7 = RM140.
4. Bought a new mobile (finally!!) from Nini. She upgraded her contract but she doesn't want the phone, so sold it to me. Quite a good deal for a brand new samsung d500. So skang pakai prepaid 02 yang ade 300 free texts tuh. Cheaper than if I sign a pay monthly contract, but obviously, with a less calltime (but extra texts!!) - which I think is a reasonable decision to make. Sape pon yang aku nak call, by the way? But I still like nokia 6230, more functions...tapi xpelaa, try boikot sket. Huhuu...tapi nnt pegi paris, dah merancang nak gi Disneyland...camne tuh?
By the way, my new mobile no:
07706 822156
5. School. Learning 4 cases in a time. NME, life cycle, epidemiology, pharmacology. Next week gonna start a new one - about diarrhoea I guess. Sebbaik dah abes yang liver tuh. But I can barely understand the lecture from Laker about the lipid metabolism. Pharmacology lagilaa kan..mengantuknye dalam lecture tuh. Tuhan je tau. Self study pon xde, camne nak faham. Iffa...iffa...cakap ari tuh xnak last minute dah. Last week memang tak sentuh buku langsung. Huhu, ape nak jadi nih. Ya Allah, bukakanlah hati hambaMu ini. Ameen.
6. Result x hantar2 lagi kat JPA. Bile nak settle nih??
7. Nak rumah kosong kat fenham yang murah!!!!!!!!!!!
8. Nak balik Mesia laa camni susah sangat nak cari rumah. £150 pon buleh bayar satu rumah 2 tingkat kat mesia. Ini satu bilik kecik nak bagi £40 per week. Gile. <----tande orang tension.
9. Laparnye...nak makan, tapi takde orang masak ari nih. Ape kate masak sardin jek. Cepat dan sedap aje kalo dah lapar tuh. Hehe. Ok, babai.
Sunday, January 30, 2005
FINDING ME?
Actually taktau pon nak tulis ape. Cume rase cam nak menaip or jot down anything. Tapi, nak taip ape aa?
Skang kat rumah Kak Jua. Lagi2 menyibuk ngan Kak Jua. Hehe...tengah khusyuk die duk bace buku tuh...sure xsedar aku duk menaip blog, cakap pasal die plak tuh. (Jangan marah Kak Jua). Background reading katenye...but, genetics?? No way... I wonder when will I understand how those genius people found out about all the experiment and procedure of getting the... I don't even know wut do I call it. hmmm...probably genetic printing, dna, amplification...or wutsoever...haha..ye ke? xde kene mengene pon. Toing2..tabik spring aa kat Kak Jua =)
Nak citer pasal ape aa...mule laa nak merepek nih. Hmm..rase nak taip sumthing, tapi xtau nak taip ape( god, how many times have I mentioned that??) Ade jek nih, tapi die xnak kuar. Pelik laa... Aku pon tak paham. Kadang2 memang susah nak paham diri sendiri. Ni kan nak paham orang lain jugak, ye dak? Relevant plak rasenye gune title finding me tuh...
Daripada merepek marilah buat renungan kejap.
Tsunami. There are loads of tsunami pics (can go to kak azila's blog, here)which occured recently on the 26th December 2004, a day after christmas celebration, the day those people believing that Jesus is the son of god celebrate his birthday - annually. Memang Nabi Isa dilahirkan, tapi oleh Maryam (Virign Mary), and he's only the messenger of Allah, bukannye sebagai 'anak tuhan'.
Let's check out the holy Quran. Surah 19: Maryam; verse 88-95.
88. They say: "(Allah) Most Gracious Has begotten a son!"
89. Indeed ye have put forth a thing most monstrous!
90. As if the skies are ready to burst, the earth to split asunder, and the mountains to fall down in utter ruin.
91. That they should invoke a son for (Allah) Most Gracious.
92. For it is not consonant with the majesty of (Allah) Most Gracious that He should beget a son.
93. Not one of the beings in the heavens and the earth but most come to (Allah) Most Gracious as a servant.
94. He does take an account of them (all), and hath numbered them (all).
95. And every one of them will come to him singly on the day of Judgement.
saje jek tulis dlm english, kot2 laa ade org2 yg berkenaan bace, buleh gak derg pikir. Since aku nih x terer sangat english, letak lam bm jugak. hehe.
88. Dan mereka yang kafir berkata: (Allah) Ar-Rahman, mempunyai anak.
89. Demi sesungguhnya, kamu telah melakukan satu perkara yang besar salahnya!
90. Langit nyaris-nyaris pecah disebabkan (anggapan mereka) yang demikian dan bumi pula nyaris-nyaris terbelah, serta gunung-ganang pun nyaris-nyaris runtuh ranap, -
91. Kerana mereka mendakwa mengatakan: (Allah) Ar-Rahman mempunyai anak.
92. Padahal tiadalah layak bagi (Allah) Ar-Rahman, bahawa Dia mempunyai anak.
93. Tidak ada sesiapapun di langit dan di bumi melainkan dia akan datang kepada (Allah) Ar-Rahman, sebagai hamba.
94. Demi sesungguhnya! Allah telah mengira mereka (dengan pengetahuanNya) serta menghitung mereka satu persatu.
95. Dan mereka masing-masing akan datang mengadapNya pada hari kiamat dengan seorang diri.
Hmm...terfikir, sbb ape tsunami tuh happened on the 26th, boleh ke kaitkan surah maryam tadi tuh... and mungkin sebagai reminder utk kite semue. Wallahualam. Seungguhnya Dia lah yang maha mengetahui segala2nya. Kadang2 tengok gamba tuh, kejap jek sedar. Mase tengok gamba tuh 'Ya Allah...Ya Allah...takutnye'.(Aku la tu...huhu) tapi, takut betulkah kite? dah amal ma'ruf nahi munkar kah kite? ke amal ma'ruf tapi tak nahi munkar pon? atau pon due2 pon x?? Nauzubillah...Ya Allah bantulah hamba mu yang hina, lemah, dan tak berdaya langsung menghadapi dugaan2mu...tapi tetap lupe padaMu selalu terlupe mengingatiMu. Padahal Dielaa yang dah memberi rezeki kat kite. Kadang2 bile nak exam, hilang kejap bende berat kat kepala, mungkin Die nak beri peluang belaja, biar masuk kepale, itu laa jugak salah satu rezeki selain drp mende2 yang nampak eg makan minum, parents, kawan2, pass exam, dapat masuk uni kat uk wlaupon asalnye xdapat offer langsung; dan xnampak spt kesihatan, ketenangan, kehappyan, mase, tenage...tapi selalu ke kite ingat nak bersyukur??Mehlaa kite muhasabah balik diri kite.
Hhuhu...banyak plak cakap. Like I am GOOD enuff to talk about this thing. well, at least that's wut i always said to myself. boleh ke cakap camtuh? Tapi sampai bile? like a sister said to me, SAPE KITE NAK TENTUKAN KITE NI LAYAK KE TAK? yang penting, kite berusehe. Sambil2 betulkan diri jugak. Sebab kalo x sampai bile?? Cube bayangkan kat sekolah, katekanla ade prefect bitau jgn pijak rumput (ade ke?), pastuh kite tgk die kat kantin potong barisan, biasenye laa most probably (or mebbe aku jek) cakap...ala...die pon potong barisan nak suh kite xlanggar peraturan plak. Pijak rumput jek... So same laa cam kite rase ade org buat salah, and we know it's a HUGE mistake(bukan setakat pijak rumput laa). mebbe kite akan rase org akan cakap " ala...cam aku nih baik jek nak tegur2 orang. aku pon pakaian x betul lagi, quran pon x hafal lagi, stadi pon x dapat distinction...tunggu laa aku elok dulu, baru buleh tegur".
Waa....lege. seronok jugak marah diri sendiri. tension tapi at least, harap sedar kejap. lepas nih marah lagi. hehe.
Wallahualam.
"Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau hukum kami jika kami lupa atau kami tersalah. Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau bebankan kepada kami beban yang berat sebagaimana Engkau bebankan kepada orang-orang yang sebelum kami. Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau pikulkan kepada kami apa yang tak sanggup kami memikulnya. Beri maaflah kami; ampunilah kami; dan rahmatilah kami. Engkaulah Penolong kami, maka tolonglah kami terhadap kaum yang kafir".
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
WHAT AGE DO I ACT?
You Are 20 Years Old |
20 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
Hehe...xde keje. right guess, don't u think?
Monday, January 24, 2005
NEW WEBSITE: BUKAN ISLAM LIBERAL
Sunday, January 23, 2005
A DAY OUT
4 months in Newcastle??Wow! I thought it has been years living here. Talk to Asma' and Nadia on the phone earlier in the noon. Had to admit really miss u guys a lot. Miss p48. Miss tengok muvie kat common room same2...To Asma': Movie ape yang ko tengok sampai abes arr?? Hehe..Asma' memang...sure lentok dulu before movie abes. Kalo tengok citer antu, takleh duk sebelah Nadia...hahah...gotta be infected with her screaming. Duk sebelah aku??Haha, nih kalo citer kejar2 abes lebam kene pukul ngan aku. Kui3. Hani gak bese jek. But the best thing we did together was to kaco (or in other word, bully ;P) Hani. Topazians must have known that. Kalo lepas taklim, the 3 of us will glance to each other - the sign to run as fast as u can to the chalet and lock Hani outside!! Hahah... jahat gile. Baru lepas taklim tuh. Huhuhu... Kesian Hani. Alalalala...nome-nome (ayat Asma' kat her bro, Kamil). But that was wut make us even closer. Sure gelak gile2 lepas tuh. Kaki pembuli jugak yer aku nih. Astaghfirullahalazim... bile nak jadi baik nih iffa??Asma'??Nadia?? hahaha...takpela Hani. Merapatkan silaturrhaim tuh namenye. Hehe. Now wishing that I could go to Ireland and meet them. Both four of us together. Bringing back the good moments we've had. I will definitely go to Eire some day, later. Not this year probably - coz Aisyah, Asma' n Hajar had already bought me a ticket to Paris (belikan je laa, still kene bayar balik..hhuhu)- no need to worry. 4 and the half years to go. I've got plenty of time. Definitely will be going there.
Paris? Huhu, duit takde dah. Lepas dah bayar ticket balik Malaysia, I am so broke. Oh no... this reminds me of the JPA letter. Have to post the exam result then only you can get ur february allowance...But the good news is that I heard JPA monthly allowance wil be increased? Not confirmed yet, but that's wut I heard. It better be a real pleasant news.
Gonna start a new term this monday. New term, so hoping for a new change ie. to be more hardworking and consistent with my studies - no more last minute study or assignments. Oh no, talking about assignment, my third assignment would likely be a critical appraisal, mind u, a CRITICAL APPRAISAL again!! (Well, that's from wut I read when I was browsing LSE just now) Not again.... got S S for 2nd assignment which was a relief. But so many people got M M. Wut else can make me feel so inferior? But syukur sangat2,thought I might end up with a B coz by the time I submitted the assignment, I knew nothing about wut I typed in the appraisal and report. Thanks to Spencer, at least he didn't fail me, though he replied to every single thing that I argued (coz I was supposed to critically appraised the journal written by him...and he happened to be my examiner!!)
Alright, better stop here. Gonna get me a drink. Haus gile. Oh ye Asma', aku dah minum susu and makan sayur kat sini. In fact I love to. Can eat vege on its own now. Quite an interesting, drastic change, isn't it? Hehe. Ok dah. Stop.
Friday, January 21, 2005
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA
Just nak wish selamat hari raya aidiladha kat semue. And gonna cut and paste riddles ari tuh. Sebagai renungan kita bersama, insyaAllah...
1. Apa yang paling dekat dengan diri kita di dunia ?
2. Apa yang paling jauh dari kita di dunia ?
3. Apa yang paling besar di dunia ?
4. Apa yang paling berat di dunia ?
5. Apa yang paling ringan di dunia ?
6. Apa yang paling tajam di dunia ?
Suatu hari, Imam Al Ghozali berkumpul denganmurid-muridnya. Lalu Imam Al Ghozali bertanya....
pertama,"Apa yang paling dekat dengan diri kita di duniaini?".
Murid-muridnya menjawab "orang tua,guru,kawan,dan sahabatnya".
Imam Ghazali menjelaskan semua jawapan itu benar.Tetapi yang paling dekat dengan kita adalah "MATI".Sebab itu sememangnya janji Allah SWT bahwa setiap yang bernyawa pasti akan mati.
"Tiap-tiap yang bernyawa akan merasai mati dan bahawasanya pada hari kiamat sahajalah akan disempurnakan balasan kamu. Ketika itu sesiapa yang dijauhkan dari Neraka dan dimasukkan ke Syurga maka sesungguhnya dia telah berjaya dan (ingatlah bahawa) kehidupan di dunia ini (meliputi segala kemewahannya dan pangkat kebesarannya) tidak lain hanyalah kesenangan bagi orang-orang yang terpedaya." (Ali Imran 185)
kedua...."Apa yang paling jauh dari diri kita di dunia ini?".
Murid -muridnya menjawab "negara Cina, bulan, mataharidan bintang - bintang".
Lalu Imam Ghazali menjelaskan bahawa semua jawapan yang mereka berikan itu adalah benar. Tapi yang paling jauh adalah "MASA LALU".Walau dengan apa cara sekali pun kita tidak dapat kembali ke masa lalu. Oleh sebab itukita harus menjaga hari ini dan hari-hari yang akan datang dengan perbuatan yang sesuai dengan ajaran agama.
ketiga...."Apa yang paling besar di dunia ini?".Murid-muridnya menjawab "gunung, bumi dan matahari".Semua jawapan itu benar kata Imam Ghazali. Tapi yang paling besar dari yang ada di dunia ini adalah "NAFSU"Maka kita harus berhati-hati dengan nafsu kita, jangan sampai nafsu membawa kita ke neraka.
"Dan sesungguhnya Kami jadikan untuk Neraka Jahannam banyak dari jin dan manusia yang mempunyai hati (tetapi) tidak mahu memahami dengannya (ayat-ayat Allah), dan yang mempunyai mata (tetapi) tidak mahu melihat dengannya (bukti keesaan Allah) dan yang mempunyai telinga (tetapi) tidak mahu mendengar dengannya (ajaran dan nasihat); mereka itu seperti binatang ternak, bahkan mereka lebih sesat lagi; mereka itulah orang-orang yang lalai." (Al A' Raf 179).
keempat adalah, "Apa yang paling berat didunia ini?".
Ada yang menjawab "besi dan gajah".
Semua jawapan adalah benar, kata Imam Ghazali, tapi yang paling berat adalah "MEMEGANG AMANAH" Tumbuh-tumbuhan, binatang, gunung, dan malaikat semuatidak mampu ketika Allah SWT meminta mereka untukmenjadi kalifah (pemimpin) di dunia ini. Tetapi manusia dengan sombongnya menyanggupi permintaan AllahSWT, sehingga banyak dari manusia masuk ke neraka kerana ia tidak dapat memegang amanahnya.
"Sesungguhnya Kami telah kemukakan tanggungjawab amanah (Kami) kepada langit dan bumi serta gunung-ganang (untuk memikulnya), maka mereka enggan memikulnya dan bimbang tidak dapat menyempurnakannya (kerana tidak ada pada mereka persediaan untuk memikulnya) dan (pada ketika itu) manusia (dengan persediaan yang ada padanya) sanggup memikulnya. (Ingatlah) sesungguhnya tabiat kebanyakan manusia adalah suka melakukan kezaliman dan suka pula membuat perkara-perkara yang tidak patut dikerjakan. " (Al Ahzab 72).
Pertanyaan yang kelima adalah, "Apa yang paling ringan di dunia ini?"
Ada yang menjawab "kapas, angin, debudan daun-daunan".
Semua itu benar kata Imam Ghazali, tapi yang paling ringan di dunia ini adalah "MENINGGALKAN SOLAT".Gara-gara pekerjaan kita meninggalkan solat, gara-gara bermesyuarat kita meninggalkan solat.
Dan pertanyaan keenam adalah, "Apakah yang paling tajam di dunia ini?"Murid-muridnya menjawab denganserentak, "pedang".Benar kata Imam Ghazali, tapi yang paling tajam adalah "LIDAH MANUSIA"Kerana melalui lidah, manusia selalunya menyakiti hati dan melukai perasaan saudaranya sendiri.
Thursday, January 20, 2005
NO MORE STAGE 1 PROGRESS 2!!
Waaa...lamenye tak tulis blog. Well, now that I've finished my progress 2 examination, bulehlaa meluangkan mase jap tulis blog. Before I go on melalut ntah pape, n before terlupe, let me put the choc cake recipe here. Resipi ni actually dapat from Nini which she got it from Kak Jua...Kak Jua dapat from sape aa??huhu...nanti kene tanye nih. Kirenye nih resipi turun temurun kat
CHOCOLATE CAKE
250 g marjerin/butter
10 oz gula
3 biji telur
8 oz self raising flour
2 oz koko powder
1 gelas susu
1 tbs esen vanilla
1/2 teaspoon soda bikarbonat + baking powder
Beat butter + gula sampai kembang (is this the rite word?), tambah telur one by one. Masuk tepung selang seli ngan susu beransur2. Then + koko powder + other cake essentials. Oven 180c about 1 hr.
Bile dah sejuk letak laa cooking choc...kalo nak choc gile laa. That's all. Dah try hulur2 laa sket...hehe =P
Hmm...exam camne?? Isk isk isk. Taktau laa nak respond camne. For me it was sooooo difficult. Especially the EMI one. I wonder why in the study skills booklet (or is it in a different title??) never mind...but why is it in that book, they said ' if u're not sure about how deep u have to know about certain topics, check in the study guides. Which I assumed the questions will never be beyond what were stated in the study guides... but, some of the q in EMI paper yesterday suggested to me that my thought was all wrong. I really need to know more. Which means more reading to do. So need to be more hardworking, iffa!!! Huhuh...nak marah kat diri sendiri pon bende dah lepas...tapi tu laa..even the very simple questions about blood pressure and haemorrhage- which I've done the revision, but still I couldn't answer them when they comes out with so many confusing answers. Damn it. OSCPE and DiT were hard too. Now that I've sit for the OSCPE, I've learned how short 2 minutes were. And I couldn't imagine how gelabah I was when I was doing the CPR. And now I know how much I hate embryology. Waaaa...tak suke2. Pengajarannye: Belajarlaa bersungguh dari sekarang untuk progress 3 nanti coz that's wut will dtermine whether I am able to continue my 2nd year or not. Provisional timetable dah kuar, so I guess it won't be that far away from now though 4months would be like a long time to go. It's not. With all the family study projects, assignments, easter holidays, lectures, my daily life... I mean, so suddenly I'll be in the nervous exam mode again. Hate that! Anyway, just wanna express my thanks here to Ija, Nini, Iris, Ngocop, Tuan, Syedfa, Pok Nik and who ever involved in my revision for the exam. Thanks!!
But after the exam, will be going back to
Hmm...going out in a short time, so better end my entry here. Wassalam.
Sunday, January 09, 2005
NEWCASTLE DAH SNOW!!
Sebenarnye tension duh...dengan exam lagi. Lagi seminggu and I have another 4 cases to revise( 5 including what I was doing just now). Sempat ke??
Yesterday, I went to anatomy lab to do the revision. Then, all my handouts that I brought there dah bau cadaver. huhuuh... pastuh balik tuh, ngadap kom kejap and dah taip entry for 5 Jan. All of the sudden internet tibe2 dc. ilang semue yang aku taip. Huhu, ari tuh tulis resipi chocolate and cheese cakes... malasnye nak taip balik. letak gamba je laa...(gamba from camera Iris)Actually buat chocolate cake nih to bring it to malsoc new year dinner.
Cheese cake tuh plak saje je try buat. Got the latter recipe from Makcik Putri kat Manchester. Maybe I can just copy and paste the recipe from my emel. Here u go:
Blueberry Cheesecake
7 oz digestive biscuits (dihancurkan)
3 oz butter (dicairkan)
Gaulkan bhn2 di atas utk base cheesecake, masukkan dlm springfoam 9 inch. Masukkan dlm fridge = 20 min
200g x 3 Philadelphia cream cheese
1 cup castor sugar
3 biji telur
2 tsp esen vanilla
1/4 tsp almond essence
1 tub kecil sour cream
Beat cream cheese + gula + telur + esen vanilla + esen almond + sour cream. Tuang dlm acuan tadi. Masak dlm oven 180 C selama 1 jam. Biar dlm oven sampai sejuk tapi biar pintu oven terbuka. Bila dah sejuk, tuang blueberry filling* ke atas cheese.
We used other brand of cream cheese, and yogurt instead of sour cream. Tak letak almond essence. And tak buat filling pon. All due to the not being able to find the ingredients at netto. hehe, malas dah nak gi kedai lain cari. But it turned out fine though. So if u have free time....try laa. Gune the original recipe from Makcik Putri sure lagi sedap.
ok iffa...pegi sambung stadi skang!!!
*rindunye cheese cake Puan Raha
Monday, January 03, 2005
:LONDON:SOUTHAMPTON:
22 - 23.12.2005
Headed to London. Stayed with Kak Sha(kakak Ija) at Whitechapel. This was my first time visiting London. Planned to buy a mobile there coz I heard there are various greater deals there (actually, it's not!!) but didn't bring the necessary things needed e.g. bank statement. Hehe, nampak gayenye still orang ulu laa aku nih arfa!! Makan ayam percik kat Malaysian Hall, and then went to ASDA and bought soooo many chocolates. yum yum.
24 - 28.12.2005
Went to Southampton. Awal2nye plan tido kat bilik Arfa, but I turned up staying in Yatie's room at Romero(btul ke name nih??) since bilik Yatie is within the walking distance to the city centre. No public transport on the christmas day, so stayed at Yatie's for the whole day, re-watching the movies, as I've mentioned in the earlier post. On the 26th, some shops had started their boxing sale. Spent some money for that very first day of boxing day...
kat titanic nye tugu at soton
and spent a lot at Portsmouth Designer Outlet store on the next day. Very rambang mata pegi sane tengok sale sane sini. Huhuh...dasatnye, padahal on the same day, so many people in Asia (including in some regions in Malaysia) were suffering from the disaster called the tsunami. Guess everybody have known that. Can visit Tun's and Kak Azila's web and read what they wrote about the disaster sebagai teladan untuk kita semue.
at Portsmouth
Went back to Whitechapel on the 28th. There was this auntie(or grandma perhaps) had this accident in the toilet. She hit sumthing, I guess. Not very sure either, but heard that she was bleeding. And the bus driver was very generous. He called an ambulance (I only wake up from my tiring sleep at this moment) even though the lady kept telling him that she was fine and she wasn't bleeding anymore. I don't mind if I reached London a bit later than expected. Those who were catching flights at Heathrow Airport must have been a little bit worried, I supposed. (the bus was heading to heathrow first before going to London Victoria Station). Driver tuh pon cepat2 tanye kalo2 ade orang yang flight die dekat sangat dah, bimbang kot2 terlepas. And he kept convincing those people that they were not going to miss their flights. Bagus betul bus driver tuh, holding tight to the policy and making sure everything was fine with everybody especially with that old lady. And the ambulance was very fast too. (I think it was in the middle of highway). A good cooperation here. Harap2 if the same case happened in Malaysia, the same action would have been taken.
29 - 30.12.2005
In London again. Went shopping (again) at oxford street (more to window shopping this time), and then visited Madame Tussaud together with Ija's friends, previously from KMB - Uya, Mar, Sharot (betul ke eja nih??). Jumpe laa patung2 yang mirip artis2 hollywood and tokoh 2 terkenal, and bollywood -aishwarya je. Hmm... incredible hulk ngan superman pon ade. Memang Tom Cruise besar tuh je ke?? I thought he's taller and bigger than that!! Met Layen, Yatie, and Arfa there, coz all of us bought the after 3pm tickets - it's cheaper!! Thanks to Layen for informing us the cheap online ticket which was 8 pound less than the usual price.
The next day, went to Westminster, Trafalgar Square and Buckingham Palace. Got the chance to witness the guards marching from the national guard museum to the palace. Sooooo many people i.e. tourists (including me n ija of coz). Lepas tuh, berlagak jadi orang kaya jap...hehe...pegi Harrods. This time it was totally intended for a window shopping only. shopping....?? gile maaa. There was this coat costs £5500. Even u say it in RM, I won't be able to afford it. Kalo 7.3 times 5500 equals approximately RM 40000. Baik beli kelisa daripada beli satu kot tuh. huhuuh.... only spent £1.60 at Harrods to buy doughnuts at Crispy Creme. At least boleh dapat free satu mase tengah beratur. Penjimatan yang amat...hehe. Pastuh siap boleh pegi melawat toilet. hehe. luxury lady washroom laa katekan. Memang luxury pon. Siap letak 3 jenis branded perfume and lotion lagi. Free. Tapi gune kat situ je la kan. Taktau laa kalo ade yang amik bawak balik kat umah. Once we got out from Harrods, Uya notice die nye purse takde, so we went back to Harrods and tried to look for it. Tak jumpe!! Uya and I went to the lost properties department, pon xjumpe. then all 5 of us headed to police station to report the lost wallet. The lady in the lost properties room told us that Uya might have been pick-pocketed during the only 5 minutes outside the Harrods. So, korang2 yang nak jalan2 kat Harrods, be careful with ur wallets!! Harap2 Uya dapat laa balik purse tuh. Although there was only £5, but she lost her room key as well!!
31.12.2005
Finally, I departed to Newcastle at 4.45 p.m. and reached here approximately 11.00p.m. Earlier than the expected time which was so good coz I was already tired sitting and trying to sleep in the bus.
The trip was very nice and pleasant but it feels good to come back home after a long journey. Thanks to Kak Sha, Yatie, Arfa, Azrin, Layen, Nurul, and last but not least Ija of course for making it a valueable trip. Thanks to Kak Wan and Kak Nadia yang amik dan masak untuk kitorg mase mule2 sampai Soton.
Phew...panjang plak tulis. Ingatkan nak buat pendek je. Anyway, happy new year to everyone. And pray for my success in this coming exam from 14-18 jan. Better get going with the anatomy and physiology books now!!
Sunday, December 26, 2004
MOVIE MARATHON IN SOUTHAMPTON
Ari ni kedai tutup, public transport xde, so tak pegi mane2. Habiskan mase tengok movies ("re-watched" actually, coz I've wathced them before), makan, plus tengok happy tree friends which was one of me and my chaletmates routine in KMYS (I believe most of KMYSians as well ;P)
Esok nak gi jalan2 soton nye city centre, then the next day gonna spend my first boxing day at portsmouth. And malam nih probably finish another movie, again ;D
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
GIVE THIS A THOUGHT
And these are riddles asked by Imam al-Ghazali which I got from afriend in my friendster bulletin board. Why don't give them ur guess;
Suatu hari, Imam Al-Ghazali berkumpul dengan murid-muridnya lalu beliau bertanya ( teka-Teki ) :
Imam Ghazali = ' Apakah yang paling dekat dengan diri kita di dunia ini ?'
Murid 1=' Orang tua ' Murid 2=' Guru ' Murid 3=' Teman ' Murid 4=' Kaum kerabat
Imam Ghazali = ' Apa yang paling jauh dari kita di dunia ini?'
Murid 1= ' Negeri Cina ' Murid 2= ' Bulan Murid 3= 'Matahari ' Murid 4= ' Bintang-bintang '
Imam Ghazali = ' Apa yang paling besar didunia ini ?'
Murid 1= ' Gunung ' Murid 2= ' Matahari ' Murid 3= ' Bumi '
Imam Ghazali = ' Apa yang paling berat di dunia ?'
Murid 1= ' Baja' Murid 2= ' Besi ' Murid 3= ' Gajah '
Imam Ghazali = ' Apa yang paling ringan di dunia ini ?'
Murid 1= ' Kapas' Murid 2= ' Angin ' Murid 3= ' Debu ' Murid 4= ' Daun-daun'
Imam Ghazali = ' Apa yang paling tajam sekali didunia ini ?'
Murid- Murid dengan serentak menjawab= 'Pedang '
I'll leave u there. Will paste the answers from Imam al-Ghazali later. See if u can solve them out!!
Monday, December 20, 2004
YORK AND DURHAM
What a nice town!! York was so cool!! I was so impressed. It was probably the maitenance of the old building that make it a classic town.
Reached there before 10 a.m., then headed to York Minster, which I did not enter, (honestly coz it was charged) since I was saving my money for the what I heard as a scary and horror place to go to. And that was the York Dungeon. I had always wished to enter this kind of haunted house, and there I was... it wasn't really haunted though. There were neither ghosts flying around nor creepy sounds. It was more a historical story of the place, hence being a good place to those who are interested n history, which apparently, isn't my type at all!!
There were 5 shows in there. No need to tell everything here, better if u go and find them out by urselves. Except for 2 things that I'd like to mention here; first I was so shocked when the scary looking guy who acted as a doctor, threw the heart of a dead man (which I believed was a fake one) towards me and Kak Sarah. It was the surprise having somebody to throw things unexpectedly towards us that made us so shocked, well, at least I was so shocked until I produced no sound at all. Can't imagine if somebody took my pic that time. Heh;D
2nd is about the torture room, where they tell u about how people were being tortured in the past. One that looked so real was THE RAT. A rat was put in a cage above the victim, where a burning coal was placed above the cage to stimulate that rat to find a way out. And...the only way out is through the man's gut so it has to quickly bite the victim's abdomen to release itself... what a torture!!
Then went to designer outlet. Did not shopping that much after all...should save my money for the boxing day...hehe...hope things are on a real bargain price, as what I have always heard from the first week I came here :)
Had a fabulous time with Kak Jua, Kak Sarah and Kak Farah in Durham and York. Thanks akak2 semue!! Korang memang bes!!
Now, back to Newcastle again. I love being here anyway, thanks to the Almighty god to have been giving the opportunity to study here. I don't know what I like so much about Newcastle, but I know I love being here (semangat newcastle la plak, hehe). By the way, now looking forward to having a nice trip to London and Southampton.
View more pictures here: http://fifa84.fotopages.com/?entry=300283
Friday, December 17, 2004
MISS EVERYTHING
Miss RUMAH
Miss mama, papa, abang, we, dil, im.
Miss main video game ngan im.
Miss gaduh ngan im.
Miss mama punye masakan.
Miss lepak2 kat depan tv, pastuh bukak tingkap kat bilik dil, angin die perghh....masyuk alam.
Miss the feeling to go downstairs sebab takut kurnia terkejut. Hahaha
Miss pegi amik im kat sekolah.
Miss merepek ngan mama ngan im lepas dinner.
Miss kacau im beli burger. Hehe :)
Miss bile dil call tanye nak beli cd ape tiap kali die nak balik umah. heh, pembekal cd sungguh encik tuh.
Miss ajuk dil kecek kelate. Heheh...cemar deh.
Miss kaco bile abang nak kawen :P bile aa?
Miss kaco we ngan ??
Miss flowerhorn, especially bile time nak kasi makan kat die.
Miss everything.
Can't help feeling homesick when u're alone!!
Anyway, heading to durham and york tomorrow.
Thursday, December 16, 2004
SOMEBODY WAS HERE
Teringat zaman mule2 dapat tahu website ebay nih...I was so addicted to it. Ini laa manusia...senang dilalaikan dengan hal dunia. And very recently this 'bloggie' things has replaced ebay, attracting me more to be as close as enough to Nini's computer - It's like Nini's room is mine now(huhu, Nini, it's still yours of course, only that I spend so much time being in ur room rather than mine) - well this was actually not solely due to the need(keep thinking whether it's a necessary things to do) to use the computer, but because a couple of friends were here, so give em my room and I slept in Nini's room for the past 2 nights. Thanx to Nini for being so generous lending me ur room n ur com. Can hardly wait to have my own com. Again, inila manusia, xpernah nak puas hati dengan ape yang kite ade (or is it just me??)
Niz (she's the somebody I meant) and her friend, Syahida - I believe I can call her my friend as well now ;) - they arrived here on the 13. I was supposed to pick them up at 11.20, but I got out quite late, with the quick learning from Ngocop on 'how to get a bus from central station to Fenham' (thanx to his map which made it sooo easy) rite before going to town. Was 5 minutes late, then try to find Niz...luckily tergerak nak call Ija kat umah, tanye kalo2 Niz ade call rumah(susahnye xde handphone nih). Rupenye encik tuh tertinggal train. Ahaha...so baliklaa umah. Stat plan ape nak masak, and mulekan dgn buat kek pisang(it turned up more like cekodok yg bakar dlm oven instead of goreng..hehe, nvm, try again later, byk lg pisang :) Pastuh dah masyuk sgt, terlewat amik Niz.huhuhu. sori Niz!!!!! sejuk korang ek...kesiannye.Still feel guilty for that. Newcastle sejuk dr glasgow ek....huuhu....sori nizzzzz!!
To be continued...eheh, sumthing bad just happened...which i hate it soooo much. Don't feel like writing good stuff with Niz coming here no more. But more like writing something to muhasabah diri kite semue n tabahkan hati sendiri.
Hmm...kadang2 kite selalu jek rase tak mampu (mebbe aku sorg jek la kot) nak buat something, although we know it is definitely the right thing to do and in fact it comes as one of ur responsiblity. But u juz don't hav the gut to do that. Hmm...teringat firman Allah yang bermaksud lebih kurang camnih:
"Sesungguhnya Allah tak akan membebankan hamba2nya dengan perkara yang di luar kemampuan".
Itu janji Allah. Patutnye kalo kite fikir balik, kite mampu je nak buat, tapi tu laa. kadang2 (should be selalunye for me)kite lagi takut dengan hubungan sesame manusia drp hubungan dgn Allah. Astaghfirullahalazim. Sebab tu laa, teringat kate2 kak umi, kite org Islam kene slalu beramai2, bergerak in group. kite sbenanya mcm kambing, kalo ramai2 susahlaa serigale nak attack. Kalo sorg2, senang jek nak kene attack. Macam tu la kite, kalo slalu bersame2, make kuatla kite. Bukanlaa ckp kite xleh gaul ngan org plak. (Nanti ade plak yang salah paham). Cume itulaa...kalo kite sorg2 jek, susah nak bawak diri. Iman kite nih bukannye macam malaikat. maintain jek. kite manusia...even perkataan manusia tuh pon asalnye dr perkataan arab (nun.sin.ya = ape aa...nasia ke nasa...bgtau pls. jahilnye) maksudnye lupe. so kite nih mmg slalu lupe. Must always be reminded.
klaa...nak call aisyah (wan aisyah) jap. hehe, rindunye aisyah. sori ayat ntah ape2. xpandai lg nak menulis2 nih. n mood dah hilang... sambung citer niz dtg sini later.
Anyway, to niz, sorry yer kalo xterlayan sgt, eheh, cam busy sgt jek. tenkiu for cekodok yang u buat tuh. ingat pisang, ingat laa trip dtg newcastle...hehe, rajin2 dtg laa newcastle lg
Sunday, December 12, 2004
ALHAMDULILLAH
Alhamdulillah...finally, tersampai jugak hajat nak buat blog sendiri. Have been planning this a long time ago, kan aisyah kan??Anyway Aisyah, bile nak ade ur own blog?
Actually, have to admit that I am so 'buta IT'... so hope will discover more later, as I go on, learning to create my very own blog. Purpose of the blog?? Frankly speaking, I don't even know why I had been wishing to have one. Tengok orang lain ade, rase macam nak buat jugak. Hehe. Just see whether it's gonna work or not!! ;)
Hmmm...it's the beginning of holidays here in Newcastle. Woke up VERY late today, and then went to usrah with Kak Umi at Canning Street. Gonna share some of the contents here. Not to show off or wut, but as a reminder for me, and others as well. (I know I'm not a perfect person, tp sampai bile nak tunggu perfect baru boleh nak share sumthing, btul dak?)
Kak Umi discussed with us (me, Ija n Imaan) about the very familiar word we've heard before; SYAHADAH. What does it mean? All muslims should know the lafaz dua kalimah syahadah tu, insyaAllah. Based on buku yang Kak Umi gune (can't remember wut the title is), syahadah membezakan yang Islam dan bukan Islam. So what if orang2 bukan Islam yang kita kenal pon tahu nak lafazkan syahadah?? Hmmmm...actually it's not only lafaz semata-mata. Lafaz tuh kene disertakan dengan kepercayaan (i guess ade lg satu, lupelaa...td xbwk note book td, pegi tgn kosong, so xsalin...huhu,, next time i'll remember to bring one). Back to the topic; kepercayaan - means bile lafaz tuh...kene betul2 yakin bahawa tak ade tuhan lain selain Allah, dan Nabi Muhammad pesuruh Allah. So, kalau lafaz jek, tapi tak percaya pon ape yang derg lafaz, takde laa syahadah tuh dapat membezakan between us and them.
And, from lafaz 'La Ilaha IllAllah' (sori, hope i'll find out how to put tulisan jawi here) tuh, what's meant by Ilah is god, or tuhan. And the only god is Allah. Tiada tuhan selain Allah. 2 subtopik bwh tajuk Ilahi nih are:
1. Percaya bahawa Allah is the only god yang mane kite mengabdikan diri kepadenye.
2. Percaya bahawa Allah saje yang dapat memberi perlindungan kat kite.
Ade lagi 3, but to be continued... sebab dah kol 12.30 and our next plan was makan2 kat NANDO'S ngan bujang2 pompuan...proposed by Kak Jua. Talked about our plan during the holiday... Me??? I'm heading to London from 22nd until 31st Dec. 10 days. But actually, bukan London jek. On 24th, will be going to Soton then stay with Arfah, and probably going to Swindon(ade factory outlet kat situ)...hehe...nih budget shopping laa nih...as if tengah ade duit skarang :( By the way, hopefully JPA masukkanla this month nye duit cepat2 or at least please gimme another 40% of the past 3months allowance. Soooo pokai skarang. n THANKS to IJA for lending me some money... I'll pay u back after jpa dah masukkan duit, a.s.a.p. k?? see...how pokai I am now!! huhu.... tapi tadi, Kak Jua ajak pegi York next weekend....and since Ija will be gone to Ireland that time, and I will probably left alone (don't know wut's Aisyah's -my housemate here- plan yet)...that sounds a really good idea. YORK... i think Nini mentioned something about York. Was it about how haunted it is? Couldn't remember. Tell you later, once I've stepped there ok.
Perghhh...panjang jugak ek my first entry. Sori laa rojak2 sungguh bahase. Kalo terer English, I will definitely won't rojak2. Hope it'll improve with time. Concerning the blog, becoming a new blogger here, so kalo ade nak comment or suggest anything, sudi2kanlaa yerk. Bak kata klasik dalam pantun ni:
-EnD-